There was nothing I could do. There were no precautions I could take.
There was no place I could hide. There was just no one who could help me.
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Finally exams over! :D
felt as though it was long but ended in a jiffy.

Yepp! It's the summer holidays


Accounting wasn't as hard today. *surprisingly* woohoo.
but i'm praying for the best and not to worry about the result.
Exam hall was cold.

What's worse?
Accounting lecturer who isn't prepared and can't answer a simple
accounts question. And gives a whole load of crap excuse.

Submitted subject registration for next semester. hectic it is.
End Aug till Mid Dec. sigh. long semesters are bad

I'm taking ::
Quantitative Decisions
Microeconomics
Advertising and Integrated Mktg
Business Law 1

Anyone on the same wavelength? :3

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Here's how I introduced myself. bwahahaha
Hi! I'm Shaun. I'm a student (slash) part time slave (slash) emo

and oh. I pierced one side of my ear the other day. :)
I plan to get another stud and perhaps pierce another..
it turned out to be a shocker for some people. :P

question is WHY?
take it as one fine day, I was emo and just pierced
xD

and yes, thank you Claire. it was brilliant.

Randoms

#1. Was at the coffee joint today. but my fav barista isn't there =/

#2. Why get into a relationship for the sake of having a relationship?
oh? I get it.. isn't it fun to claim to be in one? wow. plain desperate
how did you get to that level so fast?

#3. "Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is just
an option" - Wendy Sim
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The Ultimate Question....

What's next? o.o

What should I do for holidays? No idea.
and I haven't got a clue.

I hate to waste the holidays just like that..
bum around? zzzz...

Work tomorrow.
ttfn

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There was too much pain in this empty place to bear
— I would crawl away if I could.

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I tried to comprehend, through the film of tears blinding me, the surreal fact that
this amazing person was mine. - Bella Cullen
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Sudden need to update again. lol

I just vented my frustrations in another entry of the other blog
now i'm just blank. -.-

yep. I do blog somewhere else. but i'd think of it as semi-private..

"It's sad that nobody cares about your personality, as long as
you look good."

What's your opinion?

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Let's backdate- My trip to Greenwich, London.

I was staying at a youth Backpacking hostel called Astor Quest.
after luxuriously(not to be taken literally) living in Malaysia Hall...

Out of everything. I just love their breakfast besides the bed :P

Ham. Cheese. Bread. Cereal. woohoo!

My dorm mates who are up early would gather slightly earlier downstairs
to avoid the crowd. and eat all we want..

After that, made my way to Greenwich via the tube and DLR.

It was early. and kinda dead.

I think the township was kinda boring. got nobody. just me on the street -.-
until I got to the famous areas. got more ppl.

Museum?

=O

Cool place. I've always wanted to visit here :)
as schoolkid (once upon a time), I wondered what was GMT

Prime Meridian of the World
- the reason why time zone exists.

And there I was; in between East, West
"In two places at once." - A Walk to Remember

the Royal Astronomer's House - John Flamsteed

Later on.. went back to Central London.
Visit a couple more places before I leave for France.

St. Paul's Cathedral; nothing spectacular

Flea markets in Camden Town.
nice place to shop

A must visit! Tower Bridge.
I get confused this with London Bridge. zzz..

That building is City Hall.
Chilling there and people watching.hahaa
Lovely weather. =)

Spent the rest of the evening wasting my time at some joint.
but I reckon i enjoyed every moment of it.. =P

Eurostar is waiting.
Au Revoir Londres! xD


ttfn.
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It never made sense for you to love me. I always knew that. =/

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Romeo wouldn’t change his mind. That’s why people still remembered his name,
always twined with hers: Romeo and Juliet. That’s why it was a good story.
“Juliet gets dumped and ends up with Paris” would have never been a hit.
Neither would Romeo and Paris.
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Finished up Accounting exercises so that I could blog. sad isn't it?
it took me the entire day to do that.

Neither do I completely understood it.
Overhead variances?
Responsibility report?
Predetermined overhead rate?
Budgetary Control?

ze ultimatum, cost accounting sucks.

*sigh*

Final exam is this coming Monday. only have the Accounting paper
then i'm free!! Harry Potter nex week!

I gotta learn this. my formulas. to be an Accounts nerd xD
wish me luck! :D I need a better CGPA

The timetable for Fall semester is out. hate the timing.
break is reduced to half an hour for back2back classes

it's gonna be a LONG, long next semester... -.-
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Secrets

I was thinking about secrets. overthinking it actually
guess we all do have secrets?

Just that we don't share it out. else, it wouldn't be called a secret
but I just felt like sharing today. hahaha

I have trust issues. So, its not easy unless i trust you to the core.
was rather afraid of its complications/effect/outcome
...think i'd be a happier person if i'd sort out this confusion thing
like someone said..

but I wonder what would her reactions be tomorrow?


and yeah. (to you readers)

It's no big deal. nothing the whole world should know. :P
and you're not gonna share yours. so, we're even!

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It's 2 a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know its not easy, easy for me..

ttfn.

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I felt like I was trapped in one of those terrifying nightmares, the one
where you have to run, run till your lungs burst, but you can’t make
your body move fast enough.
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I'm so bored. to the core. on a Friday night.

tonight is exceptionally boring.
I've got used to 'live through' Friday nights in the corner of my
room doing something but not today. sigh


Sasha says " Best Activity on a Friday night ---> SLEEP!"


I can't sleep dammit.
&I wasn't handling alone well. Was constantly IM-ing enuj. xD
talking.gossiping till we had nothing to talk about anymore.
LOL

I'm craving for alcohol. It's less exciting being sober
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I met up with a few CSers the other day at KL Sentral.
and collect t-shirts from Alex.

Sporty gathering

So I have the "Got Couch?" tee. :)
There's suppose to be a gathering at KLCC Park this Sunday but
just too lazy to drag myself there. (no motivation to go)

Hence, I'll mope around at the crib.
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Randoms

Celestine is being a bitch nowadays I should ignore him.
He has an exceedingly wild imagination. -.-

I've been hooked-on to Taylor Swift songs lately. all about LOVE.
something I don't comprehend at this point but it's awesome!

JMac is still the best. :D


Of all randomness, I finally given in to Peer Pressure today and
did it! I took control. It felt GOOD =]

Thought it would be kinda gay? but nvm.. goodboygonebad
I was enjoying myself - How strange.


My thoughts:
Do you think I’ll ever get better at this? That my heart might someday stop
trying to jump out of my chest whenever I think of you?


I'm in the mood for action. xD
ttfn


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Hectic day.

Accounting again. 2 more weeks.
It's the end as we know it. :D

Can't wait for August holidays to bum around for 3 whole weeks
before Fall semester starts
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Photos from ze other night =)





The Girls



The Guys


Yin and Ting
&Ding-dong, the furry toy is so cute :)



*rawr*


=X *shy*



Friends forever&always

I miss this bunch of friends the most. although we only meet 2 times
a month. and soon.. few more are leaving. sobs

Can't wait for the next huge gathering when you're all back.
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I had a packet of condom today.

what's your flavor?

No. Wasn't close to planning to do anything with it yet. :P
they were giving out samples of Durex stuff. a friend passed one to me
lol. they're giving out packets of lubricant too. Pina Colada flavor. xD

Now that condom is in my wallet. xD
It was in my pencilbox earlier. -.- but my accounting lecturer saw it
and was shocked I carried 'that' around. sigh. i stoned.


I realized here's what I've been missing all along.
A HUG!
it makes me feel better. somehow. nvm..
tomorrow is no-college-day. heading to Klang for BKT with the girls
and maybe to KL with them; for retail therapy. but with -ve cash. deng


Now off to finish up Acc homework. Imma goodboy :)

Lastly,
Look after my heart -- I left it with you. <3
ttfn.


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I mustn't let them down now,
mustn't let them see me cry,
cause I'm fine, i'm fine..
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I should be labeled- permanently emo.
:3
Je ne comprends pas

I do not comprehend myself sometimes
not to mention other people.

so they make their own assumptions and no, they don't understand
and I, couldn't be bothered anymore..

This dude an acquaintance. We just don't click. We don't tune on the
same wave length nor interest. And I reluctantly agreed to meet.
it's probably a good thing or not..
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I came back dem late on a Sunday morning.
a rare occasion. nearly 5 a.m

YY is leaving for U.S in a month's time. and it was her farewell party
I was rather quiet that night. haha. stoned

Henry did all the talking. pfft
Most of us were dressed up for the day at the request of the host. :P

Thanks for smiling at me :D
At the back ppl. Got affair! o.o

Almost all of us.

Think we ate really alot that night.
a few weren't there yet. yean, creamy and kaka.
we did alot of silly stuff like sync moves to Lady Gaga's songs
and a whole lot of random stuff.

Took a group photo + loads of other shots. lol
and chill the whole night.

I stayed back to watch Twilight. xD
though I watched it several times already, i still think its so-so
but the girls wanted to ogle at Edward Cullen..

Whoever thinks Edward is hot?; say Aye!

I do not comprehend, again.

the host was having a sleepover. i crashed their sleepover
and take photos and try to be fascinated.

They don't pillow talk but go online~


*snaps*

I finally left them to sleep in peace
yx said that she can't sleep when I'm staring =X


à bientôt!
I think it's time to (really) start studying too. xD


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Hardy har har.
I've not a clear mind what to write. reluctant to leave blog dead
might as well pen down something of literary worth?

I finally got the courage to tell my mum the other day.
as expected. she wasn't too happy about it.
(let's bring this up at another time)

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The evergreen question: Why so emo?
I need eyeliners to start off.

Somebody just asked that, again.
tough luck. there isn't a definite answer. maybe because I refuse to
share the reason why. or perhaps, you're the reason why. :P

Indeed; I wasn't too happy with myself past days or weeks
clearly i didn't want to talk to anyone. unless really of utmost urgency
to talk you then I shall do so. nothing personal. it's me

Thinking on and on.. My life meant little to me today


Moot point. Accounting II
i wouldn't blame it for causing much misery to me
to think of it, it wasn't the only reason why i'm so emo
...there's still other factors and reasons.


Today as I thought would be D-day
coz we'd be marking our horrible mid-term papers *nightmare*
upset and upset; dragged myself to class. skipping lunch date

I know; so much negativity. -.-
Ended up.. nightmare and misery is dragged till Friday when we'd
actually mark the paper.


Navin: "Eh, how to do the Black Eye Peas lah?"


Navin was such a dear friend to pop out a joke asking to solve
BEP question. LOL. it felt as though I've not laughed for so long
Navin thought BEP was lame. xD

BEP is actually short form of Break Even Point in Acc.
Class ended earlier and we went for McD ice-cream after that. :)


It was a happy day after all.
and i'm hoping the best for Friday.


For all those reasons, I was still breathing.
ttfn.

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Ah. I left my blog to rot and die of inactivity.

Just got over with mid-terms. Was left to die on battlefield
Accounting II was just i-don-know-how-to-describe-hard

Some questions you can look at it and go blank and those are
ones that are not taught in class thoroughly...
I mean. Good for you if you can do it; but it's not about you.
Its me.


#007. why did i ever study in ADP in SEGi college


2 years down the road; I'm having doubts whether I chose the
right course to take. Partly because of the Marketing Lecturer.

Coming back from class everyday just wondering. and disappointed,
depressed, miserable and breaking down feeling helpless..
suicidal. I feeling the need for professional help.

"Blown off course"
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Hyde Park!


Lovely place. So much greenery and what a nice place to chill out.
i'd love to sit under a tree and read a book.
(those without squirrels lah :P)


Swans :)

Wanted to pet them....
but they bite so better not xD

Kensington Gardens is next to Hyde Park


Nothing much to see but plenty other greenery and Princess Diana's
memorial fountain and stuff.

Also, Speaker's Corner~

Moving on... went to Notting Hill's Portobello Road Market was a
waste of time. Skip that.

Went to Museum of Natural History and Science Museum
at South Kensington. very near to Royal Albert Hall

Interesting Entrance


it's the Engine!


I played the Sperm game. XD Got a boy. lol


Charles Darwin


I find parts of the museum interesting.. and some not-
at large, think it wasn't worth my time. Spent whole afternoon there.
Could've gone to Windsor Castle. too bad I didn't =/

Went to Regent's Park.


Had a good rest. and fiddling with thoughts.
watching squirrels run around... looked so cute like Bucky


Sipping on Pepsi Raw. it was a nice feeling.
Cooling weather. not so sunny. perfect :D

Spent the rest of the evening at Carnaby Street..
the next day I had to move to another hostel. okay lar.
except I had to stay on the top floor. it was BAD


Till the nex entry!
might just update on Paris; London is getting mundane.


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